It’s strange and scary when your dreams felt so real you thought it actually happened. There are days when I am having a hard time separating reality from make believe. It will always be those unguarded moments, instances when I imagine a perfect turn  around  of events only to realize afterwards that none of those take place, can actually take place and will take place at the same time. Though it feels so good and it makes me a lot happier, if those things will actually come true, and yet waking up knowing its not going to happen and all of those things are just my subconscious desires makes me want to curl up in bed and cry, feel sorry for myself that I can only have the things that I want as images that will linger secretly in my mind and my heart.



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